{"id":44,"date":"2012-03-18T20:54:04","date_gmt":"2012-03-19T03:54:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.fagelman.com\/?p=44"},"modified":"2012-03-18T20:55:15","modified_gmt":"2012-03-19T03:55:15","slug":"fatcat-motherfuckers","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.fagelman.com\/?p=44","title":{"rendered":"FatCat Motherfuckers"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>See me you fat cat motherfuckers<\/p>\n<p>See me down here on my public patch that I cultivated from my own<\/p>\n<p>Sweat and tears and built on the foundation that I carved with help from the lovers and loved in my life<\/p>\n<p>See me you fat cat motherfuckers<\/p>\n<p>See me spinning in a closing circle looking for the exit that has to be here in the mountain of debt I have<\/p>\n<p>Consume consume consume consume<\/p>\n<p>I go out in the day and in the night<\/p>\n<p>Clad in the law and armed with stick and gun and light and loud mouth<\/p>\n<p>I go out and risk it all<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes for the innocent child beaten by endless fists<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes for the innocent traveler waylaid by blood-letters<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes for the innocent woman who just meant to nurture but mostly<\/p>\n<p>I go out and risk it all for<\/p>\n<p>Cracked out crazy methamphetamine high junkie wife beaters who lost their job and will to survive<\/p>\n<p>Back in the summer of 92 and still they<\/p>\n<p>Muster oxygen and have the strength to try and murder me when I walk by in my tans<\/p>\n<p>See me you fat cat motherfuckers<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m down here on my little scratch my misty point my scrabbled stones<\/p>\n<p>Bought into it all key being bought into it<\/p>\n<p>The more I have<\/p>\n<p>The more I mean, right?<\/p>\n<p>Stuff stuffed in stuffing<\/p>\n<p>House bulging with wads of stuff I use to fill up the holes that were burned into me when I was but a Child poor me poor me what with the alcoholics and neurotics and psychotics surrounding my upbringing<\/p>\n<p>See me you fat cat motherfuckers all decked out in silk and brass and huge cash wads and<\/p>\n<p>See me struggle against the wait of my needs that you assured me I needed<\/p>\n<p>I aint no welfare case<\/p>\n<p>I aint no slug on drugs<\/p>\n<p>I aint no beat off<\/p>\n<p>I aint no pariah<\/p>\n<p>Just a man, a dad, a husband a warrior<\/p>\n<p>Now I have my beautiful family wrapped up in the same clown car<\/p>\n<p>Sitting in our house<\/p>\n<p>Working my ass off<\/p>\n<p>Wife working her ass off<\/p>\n<p>Spinning wheels in the cast off slick slimy vomit of greed<\/p>\n<p>See me you fat cat motherfuckers do you see the tears drip drip dripping down my face as I grin<\/p>\n<p>Through this temporal rift this unexpected shift this newcomer to thrift I am now<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t be beat with the the brass knuckles of WANT if I don&#8217;t HAVE so I give it away give it away give it away now<\/p>\n<p>All the things don&#8217;t mean a thing when stacked to my youngest telling me he loves me or to my oldest telling me he loves me or my wife telling me she loves me and me encircling them all with the good arms the Lord gave me and knowing it&#8217;s going to all be Ok when<\/p>\n<p>Chase bank takes our house away<\/p>\n<p>See me fat cat motherfuckers<\/p>\n<p>I will be ok.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u00a92012 Harry Fagel all rights reserved<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>See me you fat cat motherfuckers See me down here on my public patch that I cultivated from my own Sweat and tears and built on the foundation that I carved with help from the lovers and loved in my life See me you fat cat motherfuckers See me spinning in a closing circle looking 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